Spring Break Begins!

Today is the first day of my Spring Break and I have nothing planned, HA. I will, however, spend a few hours at the gym. 

So, a happy belated birthday to one of my dearest friends John Biscocho! Dang, Mr. 19! I think we're going to celebrate this coming Tuesday. It should be fun.

Two (ish) more months of school. It's bitter-sweet, really. I'm excited to finally be graduating, but at the same time, it's going to be weird adjusting to... I know this will sound cheesy... A NEW LIFE. Well, somewhat of a new life, haha. A whole new phase of my life is soon to come and I'm pretty excited. I'm trying hard to finish strong with these last couple months, but I will admit that I am getting lazier and lazier as the days go by, lol.

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1. I finally told you what I've been holding in for WEEKS. I wanted to let you know how much it disappointed and hurt me. YOU, of all people... I just couldn't believe it. I'm sorry if what I said hurt you, but I HAD to tell you. I hope you change your ways because living that way isn't healthy. I hope you see and understand why I confronted you about it. You know I still love you, and I always will. But you have to stop.

2. I think I speak on behalf of everyone when I say that we just want what's best for you. I hope you know that we all care for you and would hate to see you go through all that crap AGAIN. Before jumping in to anything, take a while to really think about it. USE YOUR HEAD and make the RIGHT and BEST decisions. And always PRAY about it.

3. DUDE, you're SO MUCH FUN! I LOVE being around you and hanging out with you. You have such a unique and genuine personality. AND you're SUCH a sweetheart! It's so easy to joke around and laugh with you. I'm so glad we became better friends. I LOVE YOU FOO! Haha! 

4. Oh how I WISH you could read my mind! I really, REALLY **** ** ** ** **** **** ***, ****! I can't tell you how long I've wanted this, lol. PRAYER is KEY, so I hope my prayers get answered!

5. I miss talking to you. We used to talk SO much about EVERYTHING. I was surprised when you decided to randomly IM me the other day. Just wanted to say that I do miss you.

6. I know I may not say or do anything about it, but it sometimes bothers me how you talk and treat me. I know you may only be "kidding" but it makes me feel like crap... it makes me not want to hang out with you. You have your "nice" moments, but it's those little comments and gestures that bugs the crap out of me. Friends don't treat each other like that. Like I said earlier, I know I may not say or do anything about it, but something like this shouldn't even have to be discussed. A friend should know better than that. And as far as I know, I have done nothing to you to deserve the way you sometimes treat me. Or maybe you just don't realize that you're doing what you're doing...

7. I miss you! I feel like I barely see or talk to you. I miss hanging out every week and having our weekly updates. I guess that's what happens when people grow up. They get busier, lol. But that's okay. The longer the wait, the more we'll have to talk about when we do get to talk. 

8. COME HOME ALREADY! I miss you like crazy!!! And I'm sorry that I'm SO bad at sending letters. I always have them written but it takes me so long to actually SEND them, lol. Forgive me. But man, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

9. I'm sorry for acting differently around you. My perspective of you has changed from the first time I met you. 

10. I love you. Truly. With all my heart. I will never give up on you. I put all my trust and faith in you. Thank you for all that you have done and what you will continue to do. 

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Until the next blog....

Sunday morning rain is falling

Yes, it was raining this morning. I should've listened to that song this morning.

So let's blog about the usual, yes? It's always a recap of the past week:
Again, nothing too exciting happened. Something A TAD BIT UNFORTUNATE (to me) happened though, but I'll leave it at that. Life goes on and everything is done for the will of God, so it's all good in the hood.

Beached it up this past Tuesday with Kristine, Cherisse, Danielle, Cindy, James, and Justin. Went to Newport. We (Me, Kristine, James, and Danielle) started to head towards SAN DIEGO, which was funny, but we found out just in time to turn back. I was collecting shells the whole time. We stayed for about an hour and then we ate at TK Burger afterwards. Good stuff, good stuff.

School has been killer lately. Well, not really, but I really gotta kick it up like 10 notches. NO JOKE. Almost done with school, thank God. Few more months left.

24HourFitness is HEAVEN. Well, not literally of course, but thank God for gyms! Such a motivation for me. When I used to exercise at home, I was never this motivated. I've been going for about a month and a half and I've lost about 5 pounds. Slow start, but it's something. I need to start eating better too. Now that Rachel goes, I may have found myself a gym buddy.

Bad news: Dennis isn't coming home as soon as I thought he would be. =(

I need to get back to studying and homework.
UNTIL NEXT BLOG...

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What's up Blogspot? I don't know if anyone reads my blogspot. I should just stick to Xanga because at least I know Dennis reads it, lol. But since blogspot is such a big trend right now, I'll go along with it.

Yesterday was dope! Hung out with Kristine, Renee, and Robin afterschool. Hung out with Janmhar for a little while too. We went to get Sushi at SUSHI Q in Chino Hills. $2.95 a plate. Not too bad. The deep fried sushi is SO good! I wish I bought more. Then we got yogurt at Cherry on Top afterwards. So many things happened in between all of our car rides. SO HILARIOUS. I don't feel like typing it all out. But dang, so many inside jokes now. "WAT DAH HAIL!?" HAHA, thanks Kristine! It's nice hanging out with Kristine and Renee outside of school. I hope it happens more often.

I got a letter from Dennis yesterday. My first letter from him since he's left for Afghanistan since the end of January. I MISS HIM SO MUCH! It's like losing a brother! But he's doing well, so I'm happy.

Didn't do too much today. Went to the gym with CJ. Vanderson and Aldrin met us up there. I'm going to a party in North Hollywood in a couple hours. My cousin Taylor's 16th and my other cousin Mark's 25th birthday party. That should be fun. I love hanging out with all my cousins!

Okay, until next blog!