Today is the first day of my Spring Break and I have
nothing planned, HA. I will, however, spend a few hours at the gym.
So, a happy belated birthday to one of my dearest friends John Biscocho! Dang, Mr. 19! I think we're going to celebrate this coming Tuesday. It should be fun.
Two (ish) more months of school. It's bitter-sweet, really. I'm excited to finally be graduating, but at the same time, it's going to be weird adjusting to... I know this will sound cheesy... A NEW LIFE. Well, somewhat of a new life, haha. A whole new phase of my life is soon to come and I'm pretty excited. I'm trying hard to finish strong with these last couple months, but I will admit that I am getting lazier and lazier as the days go by, lol.
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1. I finally told you what I've been holding in for WEEKS. I wanted to let you know how much it disappointed and hurt me. YOU, of all people... I just couldn't believe it. I'm sorry if what I said hurt you, but I HAD to tell you. I hope you change your ways because living that way isn't healthy. I hope you see and understand why I confronted you about it. You know I still love you, and I always will. But you have to stop.
2. I think I speak on behalf of everyone when I say that we just want what's best for you. I hope you know that we all care for you and would hate to see you go through all that crap AGAIN. Before jumping in to anything, take a while to really think about it. USE YOUR HEAD and make the RIGHT and BEST decisions. And always PRAY about it.
3. DUDE, you're SO MUCH FUN! I LOVE being around you and hanging out with you. You have such a unique and genuine personality. AND you're SUCH a sweetheart! It's so easy to joke around and laugh with you. I'm so glad we became better friends. I LOVE YOU FOO! Haha!
4. Oh how I WISH you could read my mind! I really, REALLY **** ** ** ** **** **** ***, ****! I can't tell you how long I've wanted this, lol. PRAYER is KEY, so I hope my prayers get answered!
5. I miss talking to you. We used to talk SO much about EVERYTHING. I was surprised when you decided to randomly IM me the other day. Just wanted to say that I do miss you.
6. I know I may not say or do anything about it, but it sometimes bothers me how you talk and treat me. I know you may only be "kidding" but it makes me feel like crap... it makes me not want to hang out with you. You have your "nice" moments, but it's those little comments and gestures that bugs the crap out of me. Friends don't treat each other like that. Like I said earlier, I know I may not say or do anything about it, but something like this shouldn't even have to be discussed. A friend should know better than that. And as far as I know, I have done nothing to you to deserve the way you sometimes treat me. Or maybe you just don't realize that you're doing what you're doing...
7. I miss you! I feel like I barely see or talk to you. I miss hanging out every week and having our weekly updates. I guess that's what happens when people grow up. They get busier, lol. But that's okay. The longer the wait, the more we'll have to talk about when we do get to talk.
8. COME HOME ALREADY! I miss you like crazy!!! And I'm sorry that I'm SO bad at sending letters. I always have them written but it takes me so long to actually SEND them, lol. Forgive me. But man, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
9. I'm sorry for acting differently around you. My perspective of you has changed from the first time I met you.
10. I love you. Truly. With all my heart. I will never give up on you. I put all my trust and faith in you. Thank you for all that you have done and what you will continue to do.
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Until the next blog....
