BUH. OR. DUMB.

Boredom. The only reason I'm blogging right now is because my professor for my comm class didn't show up so the whole class left. We were supposed to start our persuasive speeches today too. Everyone was happy because nobody had to present... so now I'm sitting in the computer lab trying to kill time.

So it's been a while since I last blogged. I've been pretty lazy to blog... but it's not like anybody reads this anyway. If you do read this, I'm way more active on FB and, yes, Twitter. I got sucked into Twitter because I promised Amber that I'd make one once I got unlimited texting.

School has been tough. Lots of work but I'm pulling through. Quarter's almost done... which means finals are coming up. CRAP, I need to bust my butt for them. I don't feel mentally prepared, ugh...

1&2. It sucks how things are changing between the three of us. I thought that *this* would bring us closer but it really hasn't... at all. It sucks but I'm learning to accept it. Who knows... maybe thing will change later on in the near (or far) future.

3. I'm still skeptical about this whole situation. Unless things change, I know I can't go anywhere with our friendship. Nothing can be persued if things stay the way they are now. I pray that God helps you with whatever it is you're going through. I really want you to be well and happy. I know you enjoying making others happy but you have to learn to conquer whatever's bothering YOU. You have to overcome all the crap you went through in the past and learn from it. Don't let it hold you back. Just please, be smart with your actions. I just hope you know that I'll always be here for you.

4. After talking to *confidential*, I've, yet again, realized all the crap you put me through. What kind of friend talks and treats people the way you do? Obviously not a good one. I just pray that you change your ways and realize what's going on. Stop being blinded and naive. Please, PLEASE do the right thing.

5. You're great. I love hanging out with you. With all the crappy friendships that I'm sorting out, it's refreshing to know that you're always there. I don't know where I'd be without you... a LONER, that's for sure. I always tell you how much I appreciate and love you, but I can't say it enough. I LOVE YOU FOO! :) Thanks for all the good times and for always being by my side. You're amazing.

6. The truth's gotta come out sometime... Lord give me strength and courage.



YEAH, that's just a bit of random rambling and venting. I guess that's it for now...

Until next blog...