BUH. OR. DUMB.

Boredom. The only reason I'm blogging right now is because my professor for my comm class didn't show up so the whole class left. We were supposed to start our persuasive speeches today too. Everyone was happy because nobody had to present... so now I'm sitting in the computer lab trying to kill time.

So it's been a while since I last blogged. I've been pretty lazy to blog... but it's not like anybody reads this anyway. If you do read this, I'm way more active on FB and, yes, Twitter. I got sucked into Twitter because I promised Amber that I'd make one once I got unlimited texting.

School has been tough. Lots of work but I'm pulling through. Quarter's almost done... which means finals are coming up. CRAP, I need to bust my butt for them. I don't feel mentally prepared, ugh...

1&2. It sucks how things are changing between the three of us. I thought that *this* would bring us closer but it really hasn't... at all. It sucks but I'm learning to accept it. Who knows... maybe thing will change later on in the near (or far) future.

3. I'm still skeptical about this whole situation. Unless things change, I know I can't go anywhere with our friendship. Nothing can be persued if things stay the way they are now. I pray that God helps you with whatever it is you're going through. I really want you to be well and happy. I know you enjoying making others happy but you have to learn to conquer whatever's bothering YOU. You have to overcome all the crap you went through in the past and learn from it. Don't let it hold you back. Just please, be smart with your actions. I just hope you know that I'll always be here for you.

4. After talking to *confidential*, I've, yet again, realized all the crap you put me through. What kind of friend talks and treats people the way you do? Obviously not a good one. I just pray that you change your ways and realize what's going on. Stop being blinded and naive. Please, PLEASE do the right thing.

5. You're great. I love hanging out with you. With all the crappy friendships that I'm sorting out, it's refreshing to know that you're always there. I don't know where I'd be without you... a LONER, that's for sure. I always tell you how much I appreciate and love you, but I can't say it enough. I LOVE YOU FOO! :) Thanks for all the good times and for always being by my side. You're amazing.

6. The truth's gotta come out sometime... Lord give me strength and courage.



YEAH, that's just a bit of random rambling and venting. I guess that's it for now...

Until next blog...

Hello, rain!

Sweater weather!

Hot chocolate weather!

Coat weather!

Hot soup weather!

Boots weather!

Cuddling weather!

Scarf weather!

Fireplace weather!

Snowboarding weather!

Layering weather!

Multiple blankets weather!

Beanie weather!

Windshield wiper weather!

Heater>AC weather!

Long toe socks weather!

Rainbow-after-the-rain weather!

After a long, and toasted hot summer, I'd like to introduce and welcome...

RAIN&FALL&(ALMOST)WINTER TIME! :)

Until next blog...

Man I love college!

First off, I just want to say: GOODBYE SUMMER 2009! You've been SO good to me! It was THE BEST SUMMER EVER! I love you so much and thank you LORD for EVERYTHING! So much happened this summer and I will cherish the memories ALWAYS.

Today was great! So much better than I expected.

Woke up at 5 to get ready and left the house at 6 to go to the train station. I sat next to some Asian guy who was reading the newspaper and in front of this pretty big Caucasian guy who dressed like a farmer... overalls and all! He talked to me a little bit and kept staring at me... so I just looked away.

Met up with Cherisse, Kristine, Camille, and (Ch/K?)ristine before my first class. Went to Oral Communications and I can already tell that it'll be my favorite class this quarter. My teacher is really funny and pretty chill. The class just had an ice breaker thing. Met Avika! She's cool! She's Thai as well. The students in that class are pretty chill for the most part. Even on the first day we were all able to laugh and joke around with each other. Pretty fun! The only unfortunate part about this class... we already have to read about 80 pages by Tuesday, lol.

My English class is whatevers. My teacher seems pretty nice. I met Esteban. He's pretty cool! He came and sat in front of me. I guess we're now "English buddies." Haha! There are only 5 guys in that class and 13 girls. Good ratio huh? Ha!

Then went to Sbarro and ate with Kristine, Cherisse, Camille, the OTHER Kristine, Cheryl, Donna and Jovanna. OMG they're all so funny! Especially Donna! I can tell her and Kristine will get along JUST fine.

Went to my last class (math) and WOW, not to be mean, but my teacher is SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND! She's a fob. =/ She has a pretty heavy accent. This class is going to be whatevers too. I just hope I do well. It's gonna be even harder since I have to try hard to understand what my teacher is saying.

After class got out, Kristine and I went to the library to pick up my email account info. THEN went to Student Union and saw Wesley! He was there waiting for Jasmine so we just sat and talked with him. Then Cheryl came and I had to leave. =(

The train ride home was interesting. This one guy either did not pay and snuck on OR bought the wrong ticket. When the conductor dude was checking tickets, that guy got all pissed because the conductor told him he's going to have to get out after the next 2 stops and had to wait an hour until the next train comes. He was so pissed that he started cussing and the two were arguing.

Went to visit Miss P. at Walnut High and met up with Danielle. Then went to Jack in the Box w/ Danielle and just talked some more about school.

TADA! There's my first day! Going to Bible study soon. Man, this weekend will be full of reading for me. BRING IT ON, COLLEGE!

Until next blog!